OK, today started out great had fun talking to people on twitter like always. Even though i was having issue with my bank some how saying i owed them money. And then finding out there system was down. After that alot of things i had planned for this month was going to have to be postponed. Because now my budget was messed up but still i didn't let it get to me. Although I took the time to call the banks for a explanation of the issue I'm having can't get in contact with them the automated voice is telling me we can not help you at this time. I guess because the systems was down i didn't let it effect me. So no more than an hour ago i go to check out my website and what do i see something other than my site on my domain name.

   WTF is what I  instantly thought i feeling like the regular guy right before he turns to incredible hulk but i feel it i embrace and then i contain it because no one knows better than me the damage i can afflict from misguided anger so i call to my company that host the site to explain the issue. Mind you I already check to make sure everything was paid for which it was. So i talk to the tech that switches me over to a sale department rep. And i explain to him that there was a situation with my page there was some other website and i felt that was really unacceptable and set my domain to auto renew itself so why is there any issue. So you know the sale started talking technical B.S. but at the same time getting loud with me so as i was feeling the aggressive tone i still continued to explain my disappointment of this and that i need cleared up immediately.

   Why did this dudes just get louder than he was so in an instant incredible hulk burst out and i had to shut the dude down right then and there similar to Russell Simmons on run's house.But at the same time i know there recording this called so had to let this  guy know that I'm a small business company and i can't afford for this site to be down for a second. After our discussion he promptly fix the situation. And as i hung up the phone and calmed down to finally sit down. I had to see my site and it was back up but at very moment. 

   I felt a tear roll down my face i came to realization of out of everything this is all i have that's legitimate and productive without hurting anyone but helping people with there image and the way they perceive them-self.It just was a very hurting feeling that come upon me like what must i do to be able to completely practice my profession without having to worry about a budget or worry about me being around fake people so i don't put myself in a situation where i might just react on a person and think about it later. As i find myself going through it tears rolling down my face because it felt like i almost lost my baby. The only thing that was there that i kept hearing over and over was the chip of tweet-deck and i was seeing @camalottllc mentioned 5 times 2times 1time 3times.
 
   So i go to the tweet-deck and open the page now i see yall saying follow @camalottllc he's the greatest and you will not regret following him. And im like i know they say i help them at times but tweeples y'all really don't know how good that felt to know at a time I'm really questioning myself like why am i doing this and struggling so hard when i know how to make it so that I'm not worried about a budget  or money to do what is needed. Y'all helped me understand i might be helping a another person get through there hardships or whatever there struggling with.This the first time in along time i felt like that just like saying forget everything I'm going to risk everything now because I'm not understanding how it seem like ppl that conform are making it with no boundary and I'm just steady being told how should not act to get where you want to be but if I'm not me i would rather not be.